This memoir covers the first twenty-two years of the unusual life of Pamela Ayn Austen, hated by many, but loved by Jesus. It is a true account of a child born to suffer, and yet given spiritual faith to hear the voice of God daily, and to receive his guidance and encouragement through the trials and testings of a lifetime of agony within the Iron Furnace of nonstop abuse, lies, thefts and injustice. Psalm 107:2: Let the redeemed of the Lord tell their story, whom he has redeemed from the hand of the enemy. (This book is written mainly for my son Jordan, because he requested I write it for his sake; but I've released it publicly to honor the work of Jesus in my life, and to go on record as giving all glory to Jesus for my salvation. I've also released it for anyone it may help who has lived in abuse, and who is in need of validation and hope. To be made to feel ugly and unwanted by your own family is nothing Jesus ever wanted or sanctioned for you. Look to Jesus always, not to evil people. - Pam Austen)
This book was written before I knew I had been a Targeted Individual of FBI-orchestrated slow-kill Gang Stalking.  I wrote about this evil in my book:  Code Named Pretty Eyes.