ABOUT

---

Mine has not been the kind of Christian life anyone would envy; and it's certainly not been the "Joel Osteen" power and prosperity walk that today's corrupted churches love to hold-up as "proof" of God's blessing and approval on a person's life.  Mine has been the Christian life of old, the Apostle Paul life, the kind of life that apparently makes the devil and his children single me out for non-stop persecution, stumbling-blocks, censoring, plundering, and eventual death at the hands of the enemies of God. 

I had been hearing Jesus's voice since I was about five, but I didn't officially give my faith, hope, and whole heart to Jesus until I was twenty years old in 1987.  Then, a man I believe to be an FBI-asset was then sent into my life to love-bomb and marry me in order to collect constant information on me and be my "handler" for the rest of my life.  I, however, chaffed under his deceptions and abuses until I broke free; but great punishments and retaliations followed, up to this very day, and in perpetuity; because he was a part of the FBI Gang Stalking Syndicate, and their hatred for Christians never dies.  I am a Targeted Individual; and the Zionist U.S. Government considers me an enemy of the state.

I believe I was put on the FBI watch-list just after being saved in 1987, when I became outspoken against abortion, and I began writing letters to the local paper to advocate for life.  I joined a Baptist church in 1988 that would soon after be turned into an New Apostolic Reformation, Christian Zionist, abomination.  When I confronted the pastor for warping the Gospel of Jesus Christ, I was then put on the FBI-orchestrated, life-sabotage, "slow-kill" Gang Stalking list to be destroyed. The Gang Stalking and slow-dismantling of my life began at that church, just after I rebuked the pastor.  

When I moved to another city in 2017, and I was finally getting away from my, (nearly three decade-long MK-Ultra mind-control "handler"), my ex-husband, I was then fully turned over to the FBI Gang Stalking program for full and complete annihilation and death.  I am alive today solely due to Jesus Christ keeping me alive in spite of multiple assassination attempts, and the full and complete plundering and destruction of my life, where I was driven to three years of homeless isolation and deep impoverishment, being surrounded 24/7 by paid Gang Stalking tormenters, spies, and assailants.  I survived due to Jesus and no one else.  An elaborate smear-campaign assured that even my three grown children would abandon me to hate and betrayal. This was a path Jesus intended for me to walk completely alone, depending entirely on Jesus for everything.  Jesus came through!  I am only here today because of Jesus, who is King of kings, and Lord of lords.

I was given a low-income housing apartment where I remain all day, every day, working on books to honor Jesus; and where I read the Bible constantly; and I pray to the Lord always; and I live isolated, though I am surrounded by FBI-orchestrated paid Gang Stalkers on all sides. I am never allowed to be entirely alone, since they put sensors and see-through-walls technology in my ceiling, and the person above me follows me around all day dropping things over my head and scooting and screeching a stool over my head, reminding me that they see me and they are watching me around the clock. 

I have no privacy. They put sensors outside my door so that if I exit, I am immediately followed by thuggish neighbors; and if I leave the property, I am followed and surveilled by paid stalkers all along my path. while the ones back at the complex are unlawfully entering my apartment and vandalizing my few things in order to harass me, keep me perpetually losing what little I'm able to accumulate, and to inflict constant pressure on my psyche in hopes I'll commit suicide, since my suicide is their end goal: whether real or staged.  I am never allowed a moment alone, even in the bathroom.  But, I have learned to endure in the Spirit of Jesus Christ; and I understand that I am, in fact, living in the last days; and Gang Stalking is a part of the BEAST.  I understand that great eternal rewards await me due in part to my decades of endurance in mental, emotional, and financial torture by the wicked children of Satan.  It is my pleasure to endure for Jesus, and to rejoice in my sufferings, and to praise God for his sustained GRACE in my life. I will prevail in his name forever.    

My hope is that my life will bear fruit unto Jesus, regardless of the hardships I endure. Already, my books pepper this entire globe, having been sold on every continent and nearly all western nations, but also in Japan, the United Arab Emirates, Russia, India, and more.  Even while I was homeless and suffering, being hounded and hunted like an animal every day, my books were bearing fruit throughout the entire world, a few at a time, here and there, month by month. The fruit of all that Jesus has done through me now circles the globe; and even if no one in this world ever turns to show me an ounce of regard, and even when my life finally succumbs to the fate of Jesus's true disciples, I know the fruit I have been allowed to bear, by the Spirit of God, is all over this world; and for that, I give great praise and glory to Jesus, my Savior, my Lord, my God.  I love you Jesus.