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Pamela Ayn Austen
I wrote several books about my life before I realized I was a Targeted Individual of FBI-orchestrated, life-sabotage, "slow-kill" Gang Stalking. My life progressed in stages, going from one bad set of circumstances and groups of people to another; and with each step forward, I was gaining more and more information that I was never actually supposed to figure out: that there was an orchestrated body of strangers manipulating my life from the shadows. I was never supposed to live long enough to figure it out. When they tried to murder me or drive me to suicide, Jesus just kept saving me, and against my will, because I was made to suffer so much that I continuously wanted to die and go be with the Lord. I came to hate life, which is what this covert intelligence program is designed to do to Targeted Individuals. It's about dissolving the heart and soul in nonstop group and societal condemnation, and giving the Target a sense of being unworthy to live among others. It is deliberate, having been created by CIA and Travistock occult Satanic monsters since the 1940s, who in turn adopted it from the work of Nazis and Dr. Mengele after WWII.
Because Jesus kept me alive, the information I gleaned kept building and becoming clearer, which was that I had been put on a government LIST to be psychologically tortured to death, perhaps for CIA and military mind-control weapons experiments; and it most likely started from my birth. But in the last few years, since about 2020, I was abandoned by every last person, right on que, as the murder-for-hire Syndicate went loud with Gang Stalking; and I was never supposed to live through the hellfire they brought down on me; but again, Jesus remained with me, and I'm still here. Jesus is the only reason I'm still here. But once they brought their overt life-sabotage goons out into the open for me to see and even talk to, then the light started to really shine on my life and what all I had been enduring for a very, very long time.
I've been living the Truman Show. No one was ever my friend or family as I had long thought. No group or family or church or neighborhood or school that made me the censored scapegoat ever arrived at that conclusion organically. I was literally sold, over and over again, by people who weren't what they claimed to be. They were receiving all that the Illuminati/Freemasons offer their adherents: money, success, victory over others, protection from prosecution, and a mask for their crimes; but I was trafficked, plundered, viciously abused emotionally and psychologically, and even my own husband was using electronic weapons against me, trying to discredit me and drive me to suicide. Relatives robbed me of everything; and finally my own grown children became mind-controlled enemies who wished me dead.
So, when you see, and perhaps read, these books of mine, just know: the truth didn't come out until the last book: Code Named Pretty Eyes: Abandoned to the Falling Wall. My books merely mapped out my trek in the process of waking up to the horrors of the Illuminati/CIA Zionist BEAST that uses human guinea pigs in the Nazified alternate-world of the Satanic Epstein Class.
ISBN: 978-1-948229722
This is the last book (2025-26) written about my experiences as a Targeted Individual, and when the truth finally came out about all that I had been enduring for a lifetime. This is when my eyes were opened at long last, simply because Jesus kept saving me from all of this Zionist government's attempted assassinations against me.
Millions of people have already been murdered by this secret program, and many are being driven to their death now. I have survived this long solely due to Jesus wanting me to learn and see the truth and come up from my grave and tell the truth and write about it.
Like Daniel, when cast into the Lion's Den: had Daniel died, the guilty men responsible for framing an innocent man to his death would never have been seen for what they were; but because God saved Daniel, the guilty were named and destroyed. My enemies showed their faces and went all out to kill me, believing I would never live through it to tell the tale. But I lived, by the grace of God, and now, here is the truth of what those monsters have done and are still doing to innocent people.
ISBN: 978-1-948229524
This book was published in 2019. It is my memoir from birth to age twenty-one. When I wrote this book, I had finally awakened from decades of severe abuse and plundering by my relatives; but yet, that was only the first real step out of the MK-Ultra-like mind-control that I had been enduring, and that I was never supposed to figure out. They tried to kill me at age 20, but Jesus saved me, though I lost part of my left leg, and the person with me died. At the writing of this book, I still didn't know I was on The List to be experimented on and then murdered. Everyone sent into my life was either already in on the government program, or they were soon after blackmailed or paid-off to be a part of it so that I would always be surrounded and led to my destruction.
ISBN: 978-1-948229487
This book was published in 2019; and at the time I wrote it, I didn't realize I was describing a Gang Stalking set-up that involved a corrupt judge, corrupt lawyers, and a witch-family that had the full backing of the FBI-orchestrated Gang Stalking Syndicate, which always includes the police. My husband at the time was "in on it." I have been put through many elaborate Gang Stalking set-ups since this one, but this one was the first; and I had no clue the evil that was behind this circumstance. I can look back now, with eyes that see, and understand what I couldn't back then. This set-up broke my spirit and heart, and it was intended to, because the Syndicate was weakening me before they sent in their honey-pot, with the purpose of causing a divorce in which my husband would get everything and I would lose everything. This set-up shows up in Code Named Pretty Eyes, being described rightly for what it actually was, and not just me being appalled at the particulars of this hit-job.
ISBN: 978-1-948229005
This book was published in 2017; and I was so lacking in pertinent information at the time that I couldn't understand what my ex-husband and his family had actually done to me, but the Lord was calling me to write out the truth as I knew it to be at that time. But I couldn't wrap my head around it, and it was still happening. So, as I was reading an Aesop's Fables small book one day, I thought, "I know, I'll write what I've been going through like a short fable." I had to wildly generalize everything, and bring it down to kindergarten language, in order to even begin to grasp the crimes and abuses I was enduring from my ex-husband and his military cult-family. And though soon after this book came out, and I was turned over to full-blown Gang Stalking for my complete death and annihilation, and it was only then I would start seeing the truth, at the time I wrote this little fable-like book, I was still blind.
I only put this book up here because it was a part of the process of me finding out the truth, which has been a life-time undertaking: first living in the hellish mystery, and then unraveling it as I was being driven to suicide and assassination attempts. They had to come out of the closet and reveal themselves in order to kill me, believing I would NEVER live through what they had planned for me; but then, when Jesus saved me, they were fully exposed, like Daniel being brought up from the Lion's Den alive, and suddenly, those who schemed his death were now exposed.
I didn't understand that I had been married to and suffering from
Satanic Intelligence operatives.
ISBN: 978-0-986116971
This book was written in 2015. Again, though the life-sabotage Gang Stalking began showing up dramatically in my life while at that church, at the time I wrote this book, I didn't know about FBI-orchestrated Gang Stalking. I deal with what happened to me at this church, and what happened to me due to this church, more precisely in the book Code Named Pretty Eyes: Abandoned to the Falling Wall.
This church started out Baptist and through a series of events that I'll call CIA operations, it was changed to an New Apostolic Reformation, Christian Zionist abomination.
It would take me many years to figure out what the NAR was, and many more years to figure out what Christian Zionism is. But the people running that church knew very well, and the church was taken over by monsters.
I confronted the pastor for changing the true Gospel of Jesus into something that made no sense, and I was driven out and put on The List to be immediately destroyed. The overt life-sabotage Gang Stalking started when I confronted Dr. Ron Phillips, having zero clue what was really happening, and what I was actually up against.
Dr. Ron Phillips Sr. was fully in Zionist hands, whether through bribes or blackmail, but I was a lamb in the midst of ravenous wolves. I was Charlie Kirk thinking he could say no to Zionists and live. Like I said: I'm alive today due solely to the will and power of Jesus Christ.
ISBN: 978-1-948229661
In 1550, a book was published that unnerved all of religious Europe. It told the true account of an attorney named Francis Spira, who found himself between God and Satan, between the Catholic Church and the Protestant Reformation. As was the case with many Reformers around that time, such as John Huss, Martin Luther, John Calvin, and thousands of martyrs for the cause of Christ, (as found in Fox’s Book of Martyrs), Francis Spira became famous for the same Protestant cause, but for the opposite reason. In the original story titled The Fearful Estate of Francis Spira, Spira turned from the deceptions of the Catholic Church to the true faith of Jesus Christ; but when the Vatican cast its deadly gaze on Spira and went after him for preaching the true Gospel, he didn’t stand strong, he wasn’t resolute, and out of fear of losing his worldly life and possessions, he renounced his faith and swore himself back under the authority of the “infallible” Pope. But then something happened that all Christian people wanted to believe could never happen. Jesus turned his back on Spira and gave him up to demonic forces; and Francis Spira became a living, walking Man of Perdition.
ISBN: 978-1-948229678
Some verses of the Bible are difficult to comprehend and this series seeks to expound upon some of those verses. Symbology is important to understand Scripture, because Jesus used symbols and parables to describe spiritual truths. Once the reader understands what certain symbols mean, it makes understanding the parables and stories easier and more fulfilling. Subjects discussed: Why Jesus used mud to cure the blind man; when demons went into the pigs; who was Azazel; what gives a demon rest; what is an evil eye; born of water and spirit; why Jesus did not reveal himself to his disciples after rising from the dead on the third day; parable of the ten virgins; forcing their way into the kingdom of God; two tries to heal the blind man; Jesus does not condemn the fallen woman; Jesus is our Sabbath, not a day of the week; why are there so many religions; the woman in the basket; Elisha and the floating axe head; why Jesus wrote in the dust; fallen angels taught women to commit abortion; the symbols of salt, silver, fire, clouds, mountains, frog, wood, robe, triangle; was Jesus in the heart of the earth for three days and three nights; first beast: lion with eagles wings; second beast: bear lifted up on one side; third beast: leopard with four heads and four wings; forth beast: terrifying and strong, who was the woman in the basket, and the bad translation of Ecclesiastes 10:15. This book is the first of a planned series.
ISBN: 978-0-988821910
This is a small Bible verse reference booklet listing verses referring to homosexuality, marriage, and the true meaning of the rainbow. From Genesis to Revelations, there are many verses that address sexual immorality and homosexuality, and no where is it condoned, but rather, it is warned against, and in some places, God has referred to it as an abomination before Him. This book has no commentary in it, and this book is small and is intended to be handed out to those who may want to know what the Bible really says about the subject. I went page by page in the Bible and personally found every verse I could that approached the subject, because my daughter one day said, "Where!? Where does the Bible say that being gay is wrong?!" It was a challenge, and I took it. The title of this book is from Psalm 18, indicating that fire comes from the mouth of God as his Word, burning up all that exalts itself against his wisdom and power and authority.
ISBN: 978-1-546898320
ISBN: 978-1-546898320
This work of fiction is a pro-life ghost story novella set against the backdrop of the Civil War. It is a paranormal tale about one old mother's relentless attempt to save a monstrous daughter, only to learn horrible truths that cause her to make a deal with the specter of Death.
I've written several novellas, but this one I can say was the only one truly inspired. It was one of the first of my works, when my press name was Glass Page Books. When I decided to only publish Christian works and Bibles, I changed the name of my press to Entirely Jesus.
I've written little fiction, preferring to write true accounts, but I hang on to this one work of fiction as worthy of my efforts. I hope to eventually make an A.I. movie for it.